My first year of theology is ending, and as I reviewed my pastoral assignment this semester, I observed hope in various areas.
My Wednesday afternoons were spent at Elizabeth Seton Children’s Center in Yonkers, N.Y. The center is a residence, healthcare facility, and school for children and young adults with disabilities.
During my first days there, I felt uneasy. Despite wanting to leave my worries behind and interact with the kids, their disabilities made it challenging. Hope played a significant role in this experience. Paul’s Epistle to the Romans inspired me: with “suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us.” (Romans 5:1-5). This verse was evident in both the teachers and aides, as well as through Christ’s presence in the students.
Firstly, I observed the teachers and aides filled with joy stemming from their genuine care for those who cannot take care of themselves. Witnessing these individuals strive to reach out to peripheries, as our late Holy Father Francis did, gave me hope. It reassured me that there is assistance available for those in challenging health situations, and as a priest, God willing, I can trust that I will not be alone in caring for the flock.
Secondly, the ministry of presence humbled me, and I believe God worked in my life through the children. Toward the end of my time at Elizabeth Children’s, I realized that although these children could not verbally express their feelings, I occasionally observed their peace and happiness. I saw one student sleeping peacefully without any worries. I prayed to the Lord for this peace and abandonment. Another student, known for her beautiful smile, smiled upon seeing me one day. This privilege gave me hope that these children, despite the discomfort they feel, do experience happiness and have people that make them happy.
Hope in ministry comes from faith in God’s divine plan, not from seeking personal benefits. At Elizabeth Seton Children’s, I leaned on the team around me to help the students. By trusting the teachers and aides, I witnessed their commitment and felt hopeful that the students would never be alone. As I left Elizabeth Seton Children’s Center, I knew hope and God will continue to guide all my future ministries.
Theodore Deluhery attends Saint Joseph’s Seminary, Yonkers, N.Y.
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